At 2 a.m. on 10 March 1983, Carmen Bugan's father left the family home, alone. That afternoon, Carmen returned from school to find secret police in her living room. Her father's protest against the regime had changed her life for ever. This is her story.

'This story starts roughly in the 1970s, a few years after I was born, about the time when I began to have memories and my father's codename was already long established as "Andronic", a name we learned about only last summer ...'

'The Securitate could not take Bugan's memories, her compassionate heart or her clear writer's eye . . . Startling warmth, perception and humanity' Daily Telegraph